Saturday, July 31, 2010

Interesting read

''Bad boy novelist, blogger and racing car driver recently posted some thoughts about Chinese media coverage of the recent school attacks in China, titled "Children, you're spoiling grandpa's fun." The blog post was soon deleted by the blog nannies at Sina.com, but not before Julian Smisek translated it:

Children, you're spoiling grandpa's fun
by Han Han, translated by Julian Smisek

A man hacked up 32 children at Taixing nursery school. It's not clear whether any of them were killed. Because this news came so soon after the last attack on Nanping nursery school, I actually thought it was the same school.

In these recent attacks, the twisted murderers have all chosen to attack nursery schools and elementary schools, believing this to be the best way to exact their revenge on society. It has become fashionable to go to nursery schools and elementary schools and kill people. There, the murderer faces the least resistance and can kill the most people, causing us to feel the greatest pain and panic. This is indeed the most effective method to exact revenge on society.

With the exception of Yang Jia [a man who killed six police at a Shanghai police department in 2008], nearly every murderer has chosen to attack the weak. In a society without an exit, killing weaker people has become their only exit. I propose that local governments across the country send their building security guards to protect nursery schools. A government that can't protect children doesn't need that many guards.

These murders have mostly come about because society is unjust and unfair. Yes, justice should be made more glorious than the sun. That said, the sun doesn't come out every day. Haven't there been a bit too many cloudy days and dark nights? Saying justice should be more glorious than the sun isn't impressive. What's impressive is every minute the sun shines on your head.

News about the Taixing nursery school homicide has been controlled. These children were born at the wrong time [unlucky], and died at an even worse one. According to relevant departments, within this festive atmosphere [the opening of the Shanghai Expo], this incident should be categorized as noise. We know only that 32 children were injured during the Taixing nursery school incident. Government and hospital officials repeatedly emphasize that not a single child died, but word on the street is that many did. Tell me, who should I believe? You say, 'believe the government.' Well, then why have they forbidden parents from seeing their children? Why have have they blocked off the hospitals and the news. There aren't pictures or videos of the kids. Moreover, if a knife-wielding attacker hacks up 32 people and not a single person died, is he a murderer or a surgeon? That's just too careful. You say, 'believe the word on the street.' But, rumors are always exaggerated. We have no pictures and we have no truth. We can't believe those either. I did an internet search for 'Taixing', and the only results that appeared were official government taking points. So, I searched for 'Taizhou,' and the only news piece that appeared was "Taizhou's three lucky blessings." That was on April 30th.

I'm totally astonished. By blocking off information and the hospital, controlling the media, prohibiting visits, and changing the subject, the Taizhou government has successfully diverted our anger from the killer onto themselves. What's the point of all this? You assume they must have some motive. Actually, they don't -- except to conform with the World Expo's "Harmonious Gathering" [a song sung by Jackie Chan and Song Zuying during the opening ceremony]. This is only government inertia. It's just how the government handles similar incidents. They have a seven step process: something happens in the middle of their meal. They cover it up, and pull it aside, get rid of the media, ban mention of it, issue official talking points, hand out some money, and cremate it. They then continue with their meal.

If it's true that no one died, lift the ban on the media and allow the parents to visit their children. It seems that you'll only be happy if this becomes a group incident.

Actually, a lot of group incidents start like this: the government holds in its fist a 1 RMB coin that it took from some ordinary people. The people say they don't want it back, but they want to see that it's there. The government is simply unwilling, no matter what, to open its hand. It says that it's already told them that there's a 1 RMB coin in there. But, the people are worried and say that it isn't a big deal to just show them the coin. So then the government invites its servant, Xinhua News. The servant says that although it too hasn't seen the coin, it can indeed confirm that the coin is there. 'It's enough for you to hear it from me, others shouldn't spread rumors.' After this the government says, 'alright my servant's confirmed it. Now get lost.' The people get angry and call over several friends. The friends then tell passersby that someone has stolen money and is unwilling to return it. More and more people arrive at the scene, with the government standing in the center. It is still clutching the coin in its fist, incessantly saying that it has a 1 RMB coin, and that you shouldn't listen to rumors -- otherwise you might be arrested according to the law. This incites the crowd, which says, 'who are you, as someone whose inner character is that of a thief, to threaten me with arrest?' The law can't be enforced when so many people are violating it. More people are called over. When they arrive they recognize who's clutching the coin. 'He's the guy who's bullied us.' Everyone begins to attack, until -- at the last moment -- the government finally opens its hand and says, 'look!' But by that point it's no longer important whether he has 1 RMB or 50 cents -- the situation is already out of control.

Their method of handling problems isn't more or less noble than the murderer's. It's not surprising that a nursery school hung a banner that said, 'if you want answers, go around the corner to the left and ask the government.' (I can see people objecting, saying that with regard to the news and media, the Taizhou government does not have any jurisdiction. I think everybody knows this. However according to the law, critism of the government can at most go up to the city level (not including directly-government cities), so for now we can only limit our speculation to the Taizhou city government -- with the mayor being the highest person responsible. As long as the city's party secretary doesn't get into trouble, this speculation should be considered correct).

Within the short span of a month, there have been five attacks on school campuses. Within the short span of a week, there have been two, on the 29th of April in Taixing and 30th of April in Weifang. I don't want to investigate the social reasons; I just want to tell everyone that it's only here that it isn't considered social news when a person breaks into a nursery school and hacks up 32 kids. Together, 32 kids is greater than a 100 year-old kid.

Children, you were hacked up and not one newspaper wrote about you because a few hundred kilometers away, a festival had begun. There, hundreds of millions of fireworks were being set off, while at your home in Taizhou, the city celebrated an international tourism festival, trade talks, and the opening of an overseas Chinese town -- the three lucky blessings.

Perhaps in the eyes of those grandpas, you are too depressing.

Pitiful children, you are the ones that were poisoned by powdered milk. You are the ones that were hurt by vaccinations. You are the ones who were crushed to death by earthquakes. You are the ones were were burned to death. Even though it was adults whose regulations caused the problems, you were the ones who were attacked by a knife-wielding adult bent on repaying society. I hope that what the Taizhou government says is true, that you all have only been hurt and that not one of you is dead. After the elderly have lost their jobs and you have grown up, I hope that you not only protect your own children, but also make this society protect all children.''

New Apartment!

I'm going to move into my own apartment! I've been wanting to get my own place for awhile now (the main thing that was hard to deal with was sharing a bathroom and the general lack of freedom involved). It's an unfurnished studio around 500ft2 at $800/month. Outside it looks pretty rundown, I don't really care about that - the main thing is the interior - it's recarpeted with newly renovated kitchen and bathroom. After looking at around 7 places the last couple of days, this is quite a good deal! I paid the security deposit this morning and will be moving in a couple of weeks. Someone was moving out and showed me things that he's giving away. They are in v good condition, and I know some people would love to have them for free but I didn't want any of them. This is going to be my FIRST place and I'm going to call it home for the next 3 years so I think spending an extra few hundred dollars to get new things is definitely worth it. After doing a quick calculation, furniture etc are going to be around $1200. And this place allows pets, maybe dogs if they don't make too much noise! I want a German Shepard, but that would be unfair for it now that I'm in a studio and I don't really have much time for it. So I guess I'll have to wait or compromise in getting a small breed.....we'll see. :)

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Blood donation after effects and horse riding news

The blood donation has taken it's toll on my body. It's been 3 days and I've been getting tired quite easily. My resting heart rate has increased by around 5bmp to keep up with the oxygen supply and I also needed to sleep more. I checked online that red blood cells take 4 weeks to replenish and it takes 8 weeks to restore the lost iron. I'm helping this by eating more meat. I've also developed a rash on my arm due to the antiseptic - will use a different one next time. Isn't this ironic?! I donated blood to help people and now I need to consume more meat to help with my own health. But I guess this is the unfortunate difference between humans and animals. In general, a person's life is in their own hands, but such cannot be said about animals especially ones raised for human usage (yes, usage is a good term). I can go on and on about this but I'll stop here. Some exciting news! For horse riding today, I decided to change my saddle from 17.5' to 17' to help with my leg positioning. A great idea because my positioning was much better and my instructor pointed out my riding to the others in the class so that they can learn from me. After this, she said that I can change from Intro Adult to Beginner Adult class! In the Beginner Adult class, people have 'mastered' the trot and are perfecting on their canter. I just started with cantering, so going into this class will be challenging but certainly exciting, can't wait!

Thursday, July 8, 2010

My first blood donation

Today the Huntington Hospital bloodmobile came on campus. I have been anticipating for this blood donation for awhile. I have to say that it wasn't a really good idea to donate blood just a day after my relaxing turned exhausting (physically exhausting, mentally relaxing if you know what I mean) roadtrip. But since I've already planned it for sometime, I don't want this to be an excuse. So this morning I had a hearty breakfast and a huge lunch, also drank heaps of water throughout the day. I went for blood donation in the afternoon, after filling in all the forms I stepped into the bloodmobile. Before going in, a guy came out because he chickened out at the last minute. Talk about discouragement! But I've set my mind on going through with this. The first thing they did was test my blood for hemoglobin levels. I have been afraid that I might be anemic because it's a common condition in women. Luckily, my hemoglobin level was good at 14.7g/dl. They then measured my blood pressure and heart rate. My heart rate was at 64bpm which was surprisingly low considering I was really nervous (this is my typical resting heart rate). Currently it's at 78 (after blood loss the heart need to work harder). The next thing you know I was lead to a chair, lied down and it began. The nurse told me to not look, which was a good call because I remember getting woozy from just looking at losing a few ml of blood for blood tests a couple of years back. I was dreading the needle but it was actually not that painful and I squeezed a ball to help with the blood flow. After awhile, I can barely feel any pain and dared to look at the blood collection. The needle site was covered (which was good) and blood flowed through a tube to a collection bag that was on a weighing/shaker machine. My blood was flowing slowly and she said we can get away with 350ml which is the minimum, then I relaxed and the blood flowed much easier and I'm glad to say that in the end, I donated 420ml.

My blood type is B and can only be transfused to people of B or AB blood types which are both not so common in the states. I was afraid my blood may not actually get used - that would be a waste! So I took this opportunity to learn from one of the workers there. Though people with type O maybe the universal donor, even in emergency situations blood type tests are always taken and patients are given blood based on their own blood types. So statistically, the demand and supply of all blood types should be similar which is a relief. I also learnt that the hospital does not get enough blood and has to buy it from Red Cross. So to cut costs, it's best to give blood directly to a hospital. The whole process took about 1 hour and I felt a little lightheaded afterwards. I'm fine now except for a needle prick and some swelling in my arm and I'll be taking it easy for a couple of days. It felt good knowing that I have contributed in helping people and this is certainly something that is not hard to do. I will be continuing to donate and plan on giving 2 times a year. :)

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Day 2 and 3 Klamath Falls to San Francisco to Solvang

I'm currently in Solvang valley, about 3hours north-west of LA. My plan of going back to LA tonight changed when I calculated that I would be in LA around 9pm tonight. The drive wouldn't be safe and would certainly not be pleasant. As well, since this is supposed to be relaxing, I thought I'd take it easy and stop for the night.

Let me quickly recount what has happened. Yesterday I drove from Klamath Falls to San Francisco. As promised, I got up at 4.30am to see the sunrise, it was amazing of course! I went back to sleep some more - need at least 7hours sleep. During the drive, I passed Mt Shasta then Shasta Lake. One observation, once you cross the Oregon to California state border, the gas price skyrocket by at least 20c/gallon. Interesting in addition to the fact that in Oregon they fill the gas tank for you (and apparently you do NOT have to tip them).

I traveled on the 5 until I arrived at San Francisco. I have to say that the so called 'Bay area' is quite impressive due to the natural bay formation. As soon as I neared San Francisco, traffic started. Crap by the side of the freeway also began. There were tonnes of billboards with all sorts of ads and these seemed to be the only colorful things in an otherwise very grey looking city. Once in downtown, it wasn't long before the roads became very steep which I didn't enjoy. On top of this, pedestrians either race across the street like headless chickens or meditate while crossing the street - I'm serious, they would look at you, maintain eye contact, make sure you stop for them and leisurely walk across. By the way, if the pedestrians are racing headless chickens, then the cyclists are flying headless chickens. So stupid and careless that it makes the drivers in San Francisco look like saints! While I was booking the hotel, I thought I'll pay a little extra to stay in downtown. Not a smart idea, parking cost me $40! - lesson learnt. Still I wasn't happy about it and thought seeing the sunset would cheer me up. I had wanted to see the sunset against the ocean and the bay formation. However, it was cloudy and smoggy that day and no sunlight seeped through. I know it's unfair to judge based on just one evening, but I don't think I'll be returning to San Francisco unless I absolutely have to.

This morning I was happy and relieved to get out of San Francisco. First I drove to Santa Cruz then from there drove along the coast on the famous 1 to San Luis (before taking the 101 to Solvang). It was an awesome drive! I'd like to do that again for sure.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Day 1 Portland to Klamath Falls

Just had a shower and I'm now waiting for my hair to dry. I got a rental car from Avis in Portland airport this morning. This process took over an hour, all thanks to the fact that I don't have a credit card (first priority to apply when I get back). Before I left home, I knew that Avis said something like if you don't have a credit card and are using a debit card, they will take out extra $500 as deposit, I thought sure no worries they can do that. But I didn't read the part that you have to be over 25 years old to use a debit card. And I just happen to be a few months short of my 25th birthday. Luckily, I have a credit card that is linked to my dad's account (which I never use) and flashed it out. However, unluckily, it expired just last month. The lady said she can try to put it in again if I know the new expiration date. To which I had to telephone my dad in Australia (Aus time was 12.30am but dad typically sleeps late so thankfully he was still up). I got the expiration date. It did not work cos unfortunately my dad hasn't activated it yet and he can't go to a bank in the middle of the night. So I asked the lady if she could try my debit card, she was reluctant but still tried. However the card was denied by Equifax. WTH! I wondered if my sister who's at home in Aus has a credit card. I can't think of any other way so I called her and woke her up :( She only has a debit card but has a lot more money in there than I do. I wanted to try to use her card, however as expected, you can't use it unless you are authorized by the owner of the card. So she had to scan her card, driver's license, write an authorization and email it to Avis. Bix told me not to worry. I wasn't actually worried about whether I can get a car or not (I knew I'll surely get one somehow!) - I was more worried that I was causing too much trouble for her!

Portland was beautiful, the air was very fresh and I love the evergreens. The people there were very welcoming too. I could definitely see myself living there in the future. From there, I drove to Klamath Falls via US-26E and US-97S. On the way I visited Crater's Lake. The entrance fee was $10. I wasn't particularly happy about it, not that I had to pay money but more because the lake is a natural attraction and people should not have to pay to see it. In any case, I guess the fee was for snow plowing etc.

On a side note, let me tell you a funny but very true series of events which I observed on a shuttle ride yesterday. A lady and I were the passengers and our driver was telephoning in who the passengers were and he asked for our names...for her name he said 'Audrey Asshole'. I tried hard not to burst out laughing cos you never know some people maybe unlucky enough to have that last name (like Thomas Crap's descendants). She repeated her name and it sounded nothing like Asshole. After awhile, she said that she wants to go to Wawa - a place called Wawa? WTH?! The driver then turned on the radio and was cheering like a maniac to some foreign language report (apparently it was the World cup). She asked enthusiastically 'Is this Brazil?', no response on his part, she repeated her question to which he raised his hand to signal her to be quiet. After something like 5min, he uttered one word 'Brazil'. She then asked 'Are you from Brazil?', after another silence he said 'No, this is not Brazil'... This has to be the most crazy conversation I've ever heard. At her Wawa stop, I'm pretty sure she tipped him over 20%. I guess if I generously tip a guy who just called me an asshole and repeatedly ignored me, I would be going to Wawa-land too. (edit: there are in fact convenience stores called Wawa in Princeton)

It's amazing that sunsets here are at 8.40pm and there is still sunlight at 9pm! After checking into the hotel. I went to upper Klamath lake to see the sunrise. Catching the sunrise was so much fun! On the way, there was a 'Rock' sign, after awhile I saw a fluff of dust on the cliff to my right, then I came across a huge rock in the middle of my lane and swerved around it just in time!

I can hear the fireworks going on outside. Too tired to check it out, I should rest for getting up at 4am tomorrow to see the sunrise. In any case I'm not missing out on much since all fireworks look pretty much the same, but I don't know when I'll be in Klamath Falls again to see the sunrise against Klamath Lake!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Wedding in Princeton

I'm currently waiting for a shuttle transfer from JFK to LGA for my flight to Portland and thought I'd blog about what happened recently. Yesterday morning I arrived at JFK for a friend's wedding in Princeton. Before going any further, can I just reinstate my annoyance of plane rides!? I think the thing I hate the most is how crammed it is! Why can't they make more leg space (for economic purposes of course) and I don't like sitting for so long. Why do people sit down the way they do? I mean sit on your butt with knees bent. The Japanese had no such thing as chairs, they kneel and sit on the floor - which makes me wonder how they'd drive a car? They would probably incorporate the accelerator and brake with the hand gears, hm that would be interesting. Anyway, last time I was in NY was for Princeton university visit, gosh that feels like eons ago - but I guess 2 years is a long time. I have to say that I'm glad to have chosen Caltech instead of Princeton. For one thing, Princeton is very small and there are so little people there. I'd like to retire on a farm though, but not that kind of life just yet! Okay, let me get back to the topic...it was a traditional Indian wedding which involved a lot of chants and was very rich in terms of decoration and attire. I felt so happy for the couple to have found a partner in each other to walk through this life with. And I'm just glad to have made it and be there to witness this beginning! After spending the night there, this morning I set off for my flight to Portland. On the shuttle from Princeton to EWR, there was a father and son who sat in front of me. You can tell that the father loves his little boy with his adoring and proud smile, and the boy would lean his head on his dad's shoulder to try to sleep. It was such a sweet sight. I'm now waiting for transfer flight from Charlotte to Portland...okay, I shall take a stroll around the airport before planting myself on the plane sit again - a 5 hour flight damn!
Edit: It's now nearly 12am, and I realized that I have spent the whole day traveling! Princeton to EWR to JFK to LGA to Charlotte airport to Portland airport and now in my hotel. Total travel time 14hours. Needless to point out the inefficiency of it all.